I got tired of all of the drama going on with my Xanga, so I just resolved the issue by getting a new one. New linkage will be put up when I'm done with this post. Otherwise, I don't have much to say.

I got enrolled in school, finally, at Texas Tech University. I'm taking French! =D XD So, that's fun.

Um...yeah.

Went and saw The DaVinci Code today.

That Movie > The World

XD Seriously. It was really uber good. Despite all of the controversy with all of the accusations of the Catholic Church, the Vatican, etc., it's really something people could learn from. It cleared up a lot of misunderstandings about my religion, for example. A lot of people think that Neopagan, or Paganism, is Devil Worship. This is FALSE INFORMATION, mmkay? Go see The DaVinci Code. =3 You'll learn something.

Anyway, depsite that movie being INCREDIBLY good, and completely OWNING my ass, I'm going to go see X-Men: The Last Stand tomorrow. *glee* XD I can't wait. And then my mother's friend from work invited us over to her house for a barbeque for Memorial Day, so we're going to go to that after the movie. We're bringing Tyrone with us, too, because he had plans to go see it on Friday but didn't get to, due to his family being a pack of raving morons.

*cough*

So my mother, Tyrone, and I are going to see X3 tomorrow, and mom thinks she wants to bring Monica (or however you spell it, her new friend from work, the one that invited us to the barbeque), with us to the movies. *shrug* I don't really care. I've never met her. XD

So, I had a good day today. Hopefully I'll have another good one tomorrow.

And one final note for this entry:

If you have not seen AFI's latest video, Miss Murder Director's Cut...GO. WATCH IT. Dead serious. I love that video, and that song, and...just plain Davey Havok in general. He looks like Karasu, from YYH. Seriously. *w*;;;

Ahem. *cough* Anyway. That was all.

Cheerio, and all that rot.

♥ Miya.

Let me start out this entry by saying I'm Sorry.

I'm sorry to everyone who's been looking for me the past couple of weeks. I'm sorry to everyone who's needed me, who's needed a friend or someone to vent on, or just someone to be there.

I'm sorry, because I haven't been there. The truth is, I've really stopped caring. Not about all of you, no. I'd never stop caring about my friends, my family. Rather. I've just stopped caring in general. It's kind of the way I felt right before we moved two years ago. I just can't find it in me to care.

I don't feel angry, or upset, or happy, or depressed. I don't feel anything.

And I'm sorry to say that this is because my father turned out to be a total asshole - more-so than he already was, that is.

But I'm not going to go into explaination. Most every one of you knows how it feels to have a father who's like that. You know what it feels like when your parents are divorced.

But your parents don't live in different states.

One of your best friends isn't moving in with your father in a matter of weeks.

And I'm sure, yes, I'm nearly positive, that you father isn't spending your child support money - the money that is rightfully yours by law, on that "best friend" of yours.

No, I'm sure that isn't happening to you. I'm sure your father doesn't make lame excuses as to why he can't drive seven hours to pick you up, but he can drive six to go visit your "best friend" and her mother.

And I'm also sure your father didn't buy them a car, or that he's letting them bring their smelly, disgusting cats with them when they move in with him - even though he hates cats.

And I'm positive that your father doesn't try to buy your affection, or try to bribe you with half-assed promises to see your friends, because - oh, that's right. You all still live in the same state.

So I'll face it. I'll admit it. We've grown apart. It's the thing I dreaded most, because it always hurts when friends grow apart, and they slowly stop talking. Soon, they don't know anything about each other anymore, because even when they talk, their conversations are akward and uneasy. Soon that trust they formed through their years of friendship is gone. But without trust, there is no love. They don't love each other as friends, family, or anything anymore.

That's what it's like when friends grow apart.

It was something I didn't want to see happen. I didn't want to lose the only friends I had ever had.

But it was inevitable. While we were all just so much alike, it turns out we were really too different. We don't understand each other as friends should anymore.

And all while I'm typing this, I feel like it doesn't make any sense. Nothing I say makes sense anymore. And even if it does, I know this is useless, because no one listens to me. No one cares about what I have to say, or what I feel. Or what I don't feel.

Because my father is absorbed in taking care of his "new" family, and my mother, when not at work, is absorbed in talking to her friends and screwing around with guys she meets online.

So what am I left with, but a memory of the friendships we once beheld.

So, I'll do the right thing. I'll leave you alone. I won't speak unless spoken to, and I won't interfere with your daily lives. If you want to spend your time around skanks and whores, people who smoke, do drugs, and get knocked up by their boyfriends, that's fine. It's your life, and I won't bother you any more.

Apparently Joey told Tyler that she's spending the night here on Saturday, and...I guess, Tyler misses me so much, that he said, "Maybe I'll see if I can spend the night over there too!!"

...Ehm...

*spaztwitchdie*

That was kind of shocking, actually. xD I mean, I seriously wasn't sure if Tyler liked me or not, because he's really nice to everyone and always gives everyone hugs. But it always seemed like he gave me the longest, warmest hugs, and the sweetest kisses on the neck that I never really realized that he doesn't do that to anyone else.

I really like Tyler. I don't think I've ever liked a guy this much before. The thing is, is that almost all of the other girls like him, too. He's just that cute, kind, really funny, awesome guy that everyone likes. Literally.

I've only met a few people who don't like Tyler, and the only reason they don't like him is because of all of the attention he gets/friends he has.

So basically, the only reason people don't like him is because they're jealous of him.

But I'm getting off topic here.

Joey's coming over on Saturday after her driver's ed final, so she'll be here around 1-2 p.m., and she's probably bringing Tyler with her. She might bring her friend's English copy of Advent Children, too, because mine won't get here until next week.

So...that's what's going on, and...that's all I have to say for now. =3

♥ Miya

We got a phone call from the dealership last night saying that all of the paperwork and everything went through alright, so my mom's going to go pick up the Camero soon. <3

I told my friend Mandy the other day that we might get one, and she was like, "Oooh! OHHH! I bet you're like, 'Oh, I'm getting a CAMERO. A CAMERO. Oh yeah. <3 Oh yeah. <3'" xD Pretty much. I'm excited, and I'm really happy. <3 I can't wait to see that thing parked in our garage, instead of that smelly old red convertable Chrystler Le Baron. *makes a face* That thing is nasty, I'm so glad we're getting rid of it. <3

Um...I think that was all I had to say. XD I'm tired, so I think I'm going to go back to bed now.

Luffs, lewsorz. <3

♥ Miya

Soooooo...D= I don't have much to post about. xD; I could copy my latest Xanga post over here, but I just don't feel like it, 'cause it's mostly me just bitching about Advent Children. XD WHICH COMES OUT TODAY, OH YEAH. >DDD xD I got all KH2 obsessive and completely forgot about AC, so a layout change might be due later on this week. =3

Um, Joey-chan's coming over on Saturday after she takes her final for driver's ed, and I guess she might bring Tyler with? o___o; She told him that she's been coming over here, and apparently he -really- misses me. Which makes me almost want to cry, out of joy and something else, I think. XD Because pretty much everyone knows that I liked Tyler alot when I was at school (just like the rest of non-lesbian female student body), and seeing him and getting a hug from him was pretty much the only reason I went to school everyday. The main reason I got up in the morning was to have that opportunity to see him in the hallway and have a hug, or a kiss on the cheek or neck, or get to talk for just a little bit between classes.

I guess I didn't realize how much I really missed him until Joey told me that he's been asking about me lately. Apparently, Tyler told Joey that he really misses me and that the next time she comes over here, she has to call him and tell him so that he can follow her over (because my house is few miles from his, and basically the only way he could get here would be to walk, which is a big inconvinience for him).

So...I'm excited, and I hope he does come to see me. I also hope I have AC by then, so that we can all watch the English verion together, then bitch about it, then watch the Japanese version to make up for it. xD

But if I don't have the English version of AC by then, I still have my imported version that we can watch (even though the subtitles suck ASS), and I also have a number of games that we can play. =3

That number of games being Halo, Halo 2, Jak X, Kingdom Hearts 2, Final Fantasy VII, FFIX, FFX, FFTactics (I have a FF obsession in general. xD It just revolves around VII, mostly) and tons of others.

That, and I clean my room maybe...a month and a half ago - and by clean, I mean -really- cleaned. I ended up throwing a lot of stuff away, including clothes I don't wear, etc. I put stuff away in places where they would be accessible, but I'd still be able to find it (I have a problem that I can't find anything when my room is clean, but when it's filthy I know where everything is. xD), and I even vaccumed and stuff...

My room is still clean. =OOO

If you know me, you know how big of a deal that is. xD;; So, I'm pretty excited. <3 I hope I get to see Tyler, but even if I don't, I know Joey's coming for sure, so we're going to have a KH2 fest, hopefully until she gets caught up to the point where I am. And I'm also going to keep going in my game (I got lazy and stopped playing, otherwise I would have been done by now), so maybe I'll beat it by next week.

And I still need to beat FFVII. xD

Um...~ What else?

I started reading The DaVinci Code a few weeks ago, but I haven't really gotten that far into it. I'm on chapter five right now, and it seems to start out a little slow. It's still very interesting, and since they don't give you much detail to begin with, it keeps you wondering, and reading, trying to find out more.

So far, I like it because it deals alot with symbolism in Goddess worship and Paganism, which as some of you know, is my religion. So I'm very interested to find out what sort of information they discuss in here. There are also bits and pieces about the Vatician (in fact, I think a lot of it deals with the Vatician), which makes me laugh every time I read about them, because it reminds me of Hellsing.

In fact, the main antagonist at the moment is an albino priest of the Vatician, who reminds me a lot of Father Anderson. *chortle* I'm such a nerd. <3

Ah yes, speaking of Hellsing! XD I finally followed Zack's orders and went out and bought the series. I am glad to say that I was not disappointed. xD It could very possibly be one of the best anime series I've ever seen, or at least for one of it's length. It's on four DVD's, which made me think it might be as long as Fruits Basket (also on four DVD's) but I was surprised to find out that Hellsing only has 13 episodes, where as Fruits Basket has 26. (By the way, if you know nothing of them, Fruits Basket and Hellsing are in two -completely- different genre's, so if you're a fan of one, you may not like the other. xD)

My dearest friend Sara (note the sarcasm) also indirectly introduced me to some freaking awesome yaoi manga, which she sent to me through Joey-chan the last time she visited. <3

The first one was called Desire: "Toru is a shy and quiet student who has a special crush on his close friend Ryoji a popular member of the high school swim team. In front of Ryoji, Toru hides his feelings and acts as if he is just one of Ryoji's good friends, but out of the blue Ryoji will confess to Toru that he wants to try experimenting sexually with him. Toru "dazzled" can barely hide his secret desire for Ryoji and accepts his offer. As time passes, Toru's happiness begins to fade knowing that his affair with Ryoji was just a fling based out of sexual curiosity.

Toru adamant about his feelings for Ryoji confides in another one of his close friends "Kashiwazaki" about his dilemma. The two set off to devise a plan to test Ryoji's true intentions by secretly deciding to lie to him about falling in love. Where soon after Ryoji becomes frustrated and jealous and attempts to pry Toru out of the arms of Kashiwazaki. Just as they planned? Yeah! That is of course until Toru realizes Kashiwazaki doesn't really want to let go! How could he not have seen it coming!

Toru and Ryoji both use to hide their feelings from each other, but now they have discovered that they were not the only ones. Will Toru and Ryoji be reunited or will their true feelings for each other go unfulfilled?" (From Yaoi-Manga.com)

The second one was a two-book series called Passion: "Hikaru, a second year high school student, is obsessed with Shima, a male teacher. Surprisingly, Shima is not averse to the boy's affections. He even convinces Hikaru to study hard so that when he graduates, they would openly become lovers. However, Amamiya, an ex-lover of Shima, steps into the picture and tries to win him back.

Will Hikaru and Shima's passion prove great enough to hurdle all the obstacles stacked against them?" (From Yaoi-Manga.com)

And the third was a book called Only The Ring Finger Knows...: "At Wataru Fujii's high school, it's all the rage to wear paired rings with the girl you love. Wataru wears one though he is single, and one day inadvertently discovers that his ring pairs up with that of tall, handsome and smart Yuichi Kazuki, the senior classman idolized by the entire school. Though Kazuki has a reputation for being kind to all, when dealing with Wataru, he is strangely harsh. Their paired rings somehow draw them together and the two alternately clash and attract, as they must sort out their budding feelings for each other." (From Yaoi-Manga.com)

My favorite, by far, was Only The Ring Finger Knows... mostly because it was just a really sweet story, with a major plot twist at the end. The next best was Passion, and while I tried desperately to convey to Joey that I don't generally like Teacher/Student pairings, it was a very cute series. Desire was above all, my least favorite. The idea behind the story was very weird, but unfortunately I can't say much about it without giving much away. If you're into yaoi, please, please take a look at OTRFK... and Passion because you may just like them.

Today I'm going with my mom to a used car lot. <3 We went yesterday, and there's a car we like that we both really like (it's actually a black Chevy Camero. =3 <333 It's nice.) The dealer wants a $1,000 down-payment, but we only have $800, so we're going to bring in my mom's old car today as well. Hopefully with the trade-in of our old car, and the $800 down, we'll be able to get it today. <3 I hope so, because mom really needs a new car, and, I mean, come on. It's a CAMERO. =D xD

So, to finish off this entry, I have this survey thingy I stole from M-chan. Go read her journal and give her some lovin', 'kay? =3



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[1. Do you have a name?] Why do you care? =o

[2. What is your favorite time of day on December 23?] 23:23. Mmyes. Or for those of you who don't speak military time, 11:23 p.m. <3

[3. Can I have some of your candy?] DD= Nyo.

[4. What is the sound of a fish's call?] "Blub." *is so uncreative*

[5. Do you know that it takes an average of five seconds to figure out that this question is completely pointless?] Zomg. You just wasted five seconds of my life? D= How dare you.

[6. How many fingers am I holding up?] Two fingers and three nubs. <_<; (I had an eye doctor who had nubs for fingers, once. It was kind of scary. xD)

[7. Didn't you used to work at Pancho's?] No, I used to work at the potato factory. o_o;

[8. Do you like the color pink?] Pink is to me what sunlight is to vampyres.

[9. How 'bout them... dodgers...?] How 'bout them...beavers, growing out of your ears? o.o;

[10. Did you know that duck cries have no echo?] BITCHWHAT. *smack* xD Actually, I've heard that before.

[11. Orange Juice: with or without pulp?] Pulp =

[12. Why did that chicken cross the road?] Because your mother was a hippo. =O

[13. What is this sticky stuff all over the bottom of my backpack?] It's ooze. You know, ooze. <_<; The kind of ooze that the walls in horror movies ooze, that tends to look like blood, but it's not, 'cause it's really ooze. ...Ooze. *cough*

[14. What the heck is a sesame!?] The opposite of an emases. *nod*

[15. Would you like fries with that?] Mmyes. o.o; *is hungry*

[16. Is there such thing as an even duck?] o_o; Are you implying, dear sir, that my chickens do not say moo?! *poke*

[17. How do you feel about frilly toothpicks?] I feel that they are in league with the X-BoTs, who will soon take over the world. <_<;; ...Mmyes. <3 I want an X-BoT. *<3's for Zeke and his creator*

[18. The human body can be drained of blood in 8.6 seconds given adequate vacuuming systems. How does that make you feel?] o_o; That...makes me want to find a vampyre. And time him, while he sucks my blood. <3 (Or find a vampyre and oogle. xD <3 Same difference, ne? *huggles Alucard plushie*)

[19. If Sally has an apple, Fred has an apple, and Johnny is begging on street corners, what the hell kind of parents does Johnny have?] The depraved, abusive kind whom encourage their son's hobo-ness by sending him out to be a rival of the pidgeons and run them down with shopping carts. Because everyone knows that hobos and pidgeons are mortal enemies. <_<;

[20. Do you ever wonder to yourself, "Why the heck did I shave that?"] Every day. D;

[21. On average, how many people do you throw coins at in a day?] As many as I want to. =O

[22. Do you have a favorite color? What is it?] Green. *almost typed "greed"* XD "GREED IS MY FAVORITE COLOR! =DDD" *brick'd*

[23. How many toes do you have on one foot?] This many. *holds up foot*

[24. Have you ever stabbed someone with a plastic spoon?] >DD Yes. <333

[25. Did it draw blood?] XDDD YES! <33333

[26. What the heck is the point of a spork?] <_<; To scoop your eyes out of your head and keep them in tact, yet still cause you terrible pain at the same time. >D

[27. Do you use sporks?] Your MOM uses sporks. >O

[28. Do you stab people with sporks?] I stab people with anything. <_<; Including other people.

[29. Can I borrow your spork?] DD= NO. Whore.

[30. How long has this quiz taken you so far?] As long as it wants. >_>;

[31. If you are going up a tree in a rowboat and your motor conks out, how many pancakes does it take to shingle a doghouse?] "It's a fairly common misconception that you can't make windows out of brick. Most people feel that brick is too soggy. I assure it, it is a shoe. Scientists have discovered that nine out of ten shoes are numb. This brings up the disturbing question: Does coffee bleed? If in fact it does, then one must consider the possibilty that all life is but a giant cake mold. But instead of delicious, gooey cake batter, we are filled with... raisins." (The answer is forty-two, by the way. *nodnod*)

[32. What are you doing?] Reading Ctrl+Alt+Del. <_<; Mmyesss.

[33. Did you know that you are now reading the question before question 34 and the question after question 32?]  *gasp* That hurts my brain. D=

[34. Do you have a good recipe for yellow snow?] No, but I have a good recipe for YOUR FACE. =O

[35. When does a man with four balls walk?] O_O! Good question.

[36. How many seconds are there in a year?] Seventy-eleven-trillion. <_<;

[37. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?] No, they take bathroom breaks. ;D

[38. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...Does that mean the fifth one enjoys it?] Yes. D;

[39. How does a blind person know when they are done wiping?] When......I don't know. D=

[40. How does an elephant disguise itself in the city?] It dresses up like a police officer. <_<; Mmhm.

[41. If you hunt ducks in duck season and deer in deer season, what do you hunt in tourist season?] Turtle doves. <_<;

[42. Why isn't there an "old person season"?] Because shooting old people is mean. D<

[43. Do you like your cordial strong?] ;DD Yah!

[44. If you mix beer, scotch, rum, bourbon, and vodka, what do you get?] Something that probably tastes really horrible, but would knock you on your ass after one sip. =DD *wants to try that now*

[45. Can you taste the colours?] =OO YES. Actually, no. D= I don't really want to, either. Purple is my least favorite color. It tastes like Green. *almost typed 'Greed' again* x______x;;; PURPLE TASTES LIKE GREED EVERYBODY!!!! >DDDD *brick'd*

[46. If you have four pigs, and take away 3 blueberries, divide it by three people, and times it by 40, what do you get?] Sixty-seven tap dancing martini's with Jesus-beards singing Elvis songs. o_o;

[47. Are you the cats meow?] ;D Oh yes. xD No, not really. D;

[48. How many chips in a small french friers?] TWENTY-SEVEN! >:0!!1!1one.

[49. Are you done yet?] No. <_< >_>

[50. How 'bout now?] YES. :'DD

[51. Who are you and what do you want?] I am you and I want to be twenty-one years old with a really nice body and cute, caring boyfriend who loves me. =3 A cute, caring boyfriend who loves me, and has a 2006 Ford Mustang GTCoupe. <___<;; *cough*

.:BASIC INFO:.

NAME YOU GO BY:  Miya
AGE:   14...curses. D:
WHERE DO YOU LIVE? CITY/STATE:  Fort Worth, Texas.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD?  I believe in the gods and godesses that I worship.
HOW MANY CHILDREN?  How many...do I have? None. Do I want? None, at the moment.
WHAT KIND OF PET DO YOU HAVE?  D: Don't make me cry.
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR MOTHER?  Yes. o_o
HOW ABOUT YOUR FATHER?  Eh. Yes?
AND YOUR SIBLINGS?  <_<; ...I haven't seen my sister in almost a year, and I haven't seen my brother in many months.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HOSPITALIZED?  Yes. D: It sucked.
IF YES, WHY?  I was dehydrated and had mono and had to have like...three or four pints of liquid pumped into me via IV. <_<;; 'Twas boring. xD

.:NOW ONTO THE GOODIES:.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?  At the moment...It's a tie between Beast of Blood and Illuminati.
WHY IS THIS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?  Illuminati, 'cause it's wicked cool and I love Gackt's voice. xD Beast of Blood, 'cause...it's about a vampire. And because that was the first Mizer song I heard with Klaha.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? (JUST ONE)  Uhhh...I guess, Advent Children. o_O; The Japanese version. I'm going to hate the English version. D: I just know it.
WHY IS THIS YOUR FAVORITE?  Uh...'cause...o_o; ...It just is? XD
GIVE ME A SONG THAT DESCRIBES YOUR LIFE COMPLETELY.  Ehm...I dunno. o_O; I guess, it seems really emo and typical, but "Welcome to my Life" by Simple Plan.
NAME ME 3 PRESIDENTS BEFORE JFK.  Uh...o_o; George Washington, Alexander Hamilton, and, uh...Teddy Roosevelt? O_o; *dunno*
BUSH SR. OR BUSH JR.?  Neither. D=
WHAT SOUTH PARK CHARACTER ARE YOU?  Kyle! =D Except, I'm not jewish. xD; So probably either Kyle or Kenny. OR TERRANCE. >DD *dies* XD; Terrance and Phillip pwn. <3
WHAT SONG MAKES YOU CRY?  Without You.
WHAT MOVIE MOVES YOU?  Moon Child did, the first time I saw it. o_O; *cheese* XD
DO YOU SECRETLY HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?  Not at the moment.
THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH SAYING YES TO THE ABOVE QUESTION. o_O; I know this.
DO YOU SWEAR IN FRONT OF YOUR PARENTS?  Yes.
WHAT IS YOUR DRINK (ALCOHOLIC)?  Um...it varies. In Spirits, I really like Bailey's Irish Creme. Beer, Corona Extra with lime, and...basically anything else, including hard liquor, I like vodka. Smirnoff Twists are good. <3
WHAT IS YOU DRINK (NON-ALCOHOL)?  Pretty much any Sobe.
GIVE ME YOUR FAVE RESTAURANT.  Considering we never go out to eat anymore...I don't really have one.
WHAT IS YOUR DISH AT SAID RESTAURANT.  Again, I don't have one. (I like sushi? =D)
EVERYONE HAS STOLEN SOMETHING. NAME SOMETHING YOU'VE STOLEN.  o_o; Uhmm...I dunno. A pencil sharpener...?
DO YOU COOK?  Sometimes.
GIVE ME YOUR MOST EXTRAVAGENT LIE YOU'VE EVER USED.  Uhmm...well, it's not very extravagant, but once I told a guy that I was my best friend's lesbian lover so that he would stop asking her out. XD
HAVE YOU EVER GONE A DATE WITH SOMEONE YOU THOUGHT WAS REPULSIVE?  Uh...no. I've never been on a date. o_o; *sad*
NAME YOUR FAVORITE SNACK CAKE.  I don't like snack cakes. o_O;
HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO GET OUT OF GOING SOMEWHERE?  Yes, I've played sick to get out of going to school. xD

.:ARE YOU GETTING TIRED YET?:.

(I've been tired, dude. o-O;)

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION AND WHAT CITY DOES IT SERVE?  93X, and it plays in the Twin Cities area. >D Oh yeah. <3
WHAT KIND OF STATION IS IT? (WHAT KIND OF MUSIC OR TOPICS?)  Rock.
DO YOU OWN A DIGITAL CAMERA? HOW MANY PIXELS?  My mom does, and I don't know.
FAVORITE SCENT OF CANDLE.  Uh...I have too many. xD; I like white hydrangea, and cucumber melon, 'though. =D
FAVORITE NASCAR DRIVER. (OR AT LEAST NAME ONE)  o__o; ...Uh...just because I don't...really care for NASCAR, nor do I know any of the drivers, I'll just ignore this question. NAME THE JUDGES ON AMERICAN IDOL.  Simon, Paula, and Randy. XDDD *dies for knowing* I DON'T EVEN WATCH AI!
ARE YOU REGISTERED TO VOTE?  No. o.o
DO YOU VOTE?  j*points at above question*
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ARRESTED?  o_o; Nyo.
WHAT WAS THE REASON FOR YOUR LAST PULL-OVER?  I've never been pulled over.
HAVE YOU CRIED TO GET OUT OF A TICKET?  Nope. Never got a ticket.
HAVE YOU EATED OR DRANK SOMETHING IN A SUPERMARKET AND NOT PAID FOR IT?  I don't think so. o_o;
HOW LOUD ARE YOUR HEADPHONES? (ALL THE WAY UP OR MODERATE)  All the way up.

.:SERIOUSLY, THERE IS NO RHYME OR REASON FOR THIS QUIZ:.

(xD Is there ever?)

IF YOU SMOKE, WHAT'S YOUR BRAND.  I don't smoke.
IF YOU DON'T SMOKE, GIVE ME YOUR #1 REASON YOU DON'T.  I used to be allergic to the smoke, but I'm not anymore.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU GO TO CHURCH?  I don't.
WHAT CD IS IN YOUR CD PLAYER RIGHT THIS SECOND?  Uh...L`Arc~En~Ciel's Awake
WHAT CAR DO YOU OWN? (OR AT LEAST DRIVE)  I don't...D: Own a car. Or drive one.
WHAT WAS THE LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV?  o__O; ...FullMetal Alchemist. XD; The last episode, on March 18th.
WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED IN THE THEATRE?  Stay Alive. XD That movie was cool.
IF THE SKY COULD BE A DIFFERENT COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU WANT IT TO BE?  I don't go outside during the day, so I could really care less. *vampire*
HAVE YOU PLAYED IN THE RAIN IN THE PAST TWO YEARS?  Not really.
DO YOU HAVE STRETCH MARKS?  Yes, fucker. D:
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?  I used to be, like...badly. Now it's really only when I'm by myself.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? AND HAVE YOU EVER SAW ONE?  Yes, and yes. I see them on a daily basis. <3
HOW MANY HOURS OF SLEEP DO YOU GET AT NIGHT?  I don't sleep...<_< At night.
DO YOU TAKE A NAP ONCE A DAY?  No. o_o;
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DAVE CHAPPELL CHARACTER?  I don't watch that retarded show.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SNL CHARACTER?  I don't watch TV PERIOD, kthanxbai. D:
NAME ME 3 HARRY POTTER CHARACTERS.  Bellatrix, Remulus, and Narcissa. <_<; Want me to keep going? I can.
WHAT CHARACTER IN TV OR MOVIES IS JUST LIKE YOU?  Um...Honestly? As much as I hate her, I'm kind of like Integra from Hellsing - DON'T SCROLL DOWN YET I'M NOT DONE xD - In the way that I carry and present myself. Otherwise...<_<; Uh...I...act like Yusuke, sometimes. XD (Odd combination - Integra and Yusuke. o______o;; ...)
WHAT CHARACTER WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE?  o_o; Any of them. That'd be so damned fun. xD; But really, I think I'd like to be...Alucard (from Hellsing, of course) or Axel, from KH2. And I don't care if it's not TV or movies, 'cause you can just bite me. XD;
PRO-LIFE OR PRO-CHOICE?  Pro-whatever the hell you wanna do, 'cause I dun care.
WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP AT AGE 5?  I don't remember. XD
HOW ABOUT AT 15?  *cry* How you taunt me.
AND NOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP??  A voice actress. <3333
WHAT SPORT DO YOU FOLLOW?  None of them. o_o;
WHAT SPORT DO YOU HATE?  Everything that isn't soccer and tennis? =D XD And football, occasionally. D: Gawd, I'm such a MAN.
NOW, NAME 3 PLAYERS IN THE SPORT YOU HATE.  o_O; Hell if I know. OH WAIT. xD Tiger Woods. =DDDD xDD He's pompus enough to count as three, ne?

.:YOU HAVE 10 MILLION DOLLARS (PRETEND I GAVE IT TO YOU):.
 
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU BUY?  A house. o_O;
WHAT CHARITY DO YOU GIVE TO (IF ANY)?  Not to sound horribly selfish, but I probably wouldn't give any to charity.
BESIDES YOURSELF, WHO ELSE IN YOUR LIFE WILL BENEFIT FROM YOUR MONEY?  My mom, my brother (god knows that boy needs a house and a CAR), my friends, and...Keith? XD; I'd probably help him get an apartment, or something.
WHAT ONE THING WOULD YOU SPLURGE ON THAT YOU DON'T NEED, BUT ALWAYS WANTED?  Uhmm...o_o; ...A house? XDDDDDD
HAVE YOU ALREADY THOUGHT ABOUT THIS BEFORE THIS SURVEY?  Hell yes. D: We need a house.

.:CAN YOU HANDLE MORE QUESTIONS?:.

(Bring it on. XD)
 
DO YOU THINK MASTERBATION IS WRONG?  o-O; ...I-...whaaaat? XD
DO YOU THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD BE SPAYED OR NEUTERED?  o_o; Not to sound entirely racist, but...Mexicans??? =D *dies* I'm sorry, but the ones where I live multiply like fucking RABBITS, and they're living in these tiny run down apartments with like, twenty people in one family. DD:
INTERRATIAL COUPLES..YAY OR NAY?  What ever you wanna do. *thumbs up*
DO YOU THINK THAT GAY PEOPLE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO GET MARRIED?  Yeah. Why not? I mean, what can it hurt?
HAVE YOU EVER PROTESTED ANYTHING?  Yes. <_<;
IF YES, WHAT?  It was me, my second-grade class, and Jesse Ventura. XD; We were trying to get the government of Minnesota to keep the 15:1 program in the schools. (Fifteen students per one teacher.)
IF YOU COULD GET FREE PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD YOU GET DONE?  Weight reduction, and I'd have my ears pinned. o_o; Ohhhh, yes. D:
IS RACISM ALIVE TODAY?  Yeah, unfortuately.
HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON SOMEONE?  Nope.
WHAT DO YOU THINK IS A GOOD REASON FOR DIVORCE?  Physical, mental, or any other kind of abuse, or if one partner cheats on the other.
DO YOU THINK THAT HUSBANDS GET THE RAW DEAL OR THE WIVES?  In today's day and age, they both get the raw deal in some aspects.
WHAT ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ARE YOU JEALOUS ABOUT?  Um...the fact that they can be as disgusting and perverted as they want to without society looking down on them, yet when women act like that, everyone's all, "Ooh, that's not very lady-like, is it? You should act more like a lady..." D:
WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TO THE DOCTOR?  Um...a...while ago?
WHY DID YOU GO?  Because I was sick. O_o; xD
WHERE IN YOUR HOUSE DO YOU USUALLY EAT?  In my room. <_<;
DO YOU USE COASTERS?  No.
APPROXIMATELY, HOW MANY BOOKS HAVE YOU READ IN YOUR LIFETIME? o__O; A lot.
DO YOU OWN A DVR?  HAHAH YES. XDDD That thing ROCKS SO EFFING HARD. <3
IF YES, WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU RECORDED.  Um, I think...um...xD *cough* Nausicaa, last...Saturday. xD
WHEN DID YOU LISTEN TO YOUR LAST CASSETTE TAPE?  o-o; ...Yeeeeaaars ago. xD
CAN YOU DANCE??  XD I agree with M-chan's statement. Everyone can dance, but not everyone can dance well.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON WELFARE?  Um...I don't think so. xD
DO YOU KNOW WHAT A BRIDGE CARD IS?  o_O; Um...no clue.
TELL ME A JOKE.  A dyslexic man walks into a bra. (<_<; ...You won't get it unless you know what dyslexia is. xD)
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR SHEET ON YOUR BED?  I don't have sheets - I have a futon. <3
WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Um...three cases of pop, two Sobe's, and The DaVinci Code.

Okay, so, if you've seen the FMA movie and liked it (and noticed the imense amount of plotholes/slash references/really stupid shit), this is a must read: Cryogenia's Conqueror of Shamballa in Five Minutes


It's the most hilarious thing I have read in a long time. And also, if you haven't seen the FMA movie - read it anyways. This will save you two hours of your life. XD;

(Note: Don't get me wrong, I saw the movie, and yes I liked it. BUT, there were many things that bugged me so much - the aforementioned plot holes/slash refs/really stupid shit - that Cryogenia points out in her Parody Fic.)

The following is part of a comment on Cryo's mini-parody fic, that lists all of the crack!pairings hinted at or really indulged in CoS:

"Hei/Ed-- They practically put up a neon sign for that one.

Noah/Ed -- Proving that even in Canon, we hate Sues.

Noah/Hei -- Could happen...

Al/Wrath -- Proving that Bones can come up with odder pairings than I could.

Wrath/Gluttony -- Dante was a hell of a lot more fattening than she looked. Ooh, extra arms!

Winry/Sheska -- You know that bet over which brother would get the girl? Well they both lost. And you know, Winry's just fine with that.

Ed/Bradley -- Proving that Bones can not only come up with odder pairings, but they can also ditch emotional realism in the process. "You attacked my driver? Gosh that's so funny, hop in the car and I'll take you on a little adventure."

Roy/Ed -- "I pine for you! And I got myself demoted and gave up alchemy for reasons that make absolutely no sense whatsoever."

Roy / Riza -- Roy: "I'm not pining over you. Watch me leave you in the dust."
Riza: "You are such a jerk."

Roy/Al -- Ed: "I gotta go, here I bequeath to you my brother, use him well."

Ed/Al -- "Sure we are stuck in a world that lacks alchemy, hates cripples and persecutes gays, but at least we have each other so all's well!""

And finally, just because I'm nice, I leave you with Malice Mizer 著Illuminati PV:

You're getting me
too many things,
lately

You're all I need, oh
You smiled at me,
and said:

"Don't get me wrong, I love you,
But does that mean I have to meet
Your father?"

When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said:

"No, I don't think
Life is quite that simple."

When you walk away
You don't hear me say:

"Please, oh baby, don't go."

Simple and clean is the way
that you're making me feel tonight -
It's hard to let it go.

Hold me
What ever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings,
The future doesn't scare me at all

[Nothing's like before.]

Hold me,
Whatever lies beyond this morning
is a little later on
Regardless of warnings,
the future doesn't scare me at all

[Nothing's like before.]



Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I...

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
(Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I)
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
(Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I)
What's left of me
What's left of me now

I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing

In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
(Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I)
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
(Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I)
What's left of me
What's left of me now

Snwod dna spu ynam os
[My heart's a battleground]

Snoitome eurt deen I
Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
Snoitome eurt deen I

You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole and
nothing is broken

In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight
(Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I)
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
(Wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I)
What's left of me
What's left of me now

My fears, my lies
Melt away...

Keith spent $370 there. @_@;;; Then proceded to buy two video games at GameStop! XD I seriously think that man is nuts.

Anyway, what I got today:

+ Smexy Hellsing messenger bag
+ The last three Hellsing DVD's
+ The first Invader Zim DVD
+ The first Tenchi Muyo! DVD
+ An "otaku" t-shirt
+ L`Arc~En~Ciel's Smile CD
+ T.M.Revolution's Vertical Infinity CD
+ Jak X: Combat Racing

I'm absolutely in love with Jak X. The graphics are outstanding (they've developed a lot since the first Jak game was released), and the game play is pretty fast-pace.

The entire concept seems like a Mario Kart spin-off, except Mario Kart was never this cool. The controls are a bit tough to get used to - accelerating (x) Power Sliding (square) is a bit hard to manuever, but after a bit, the controls become almost completely first nature.

The story line is simple - Jak and his friends are called to Kras for the viewing of a will. However, after toasting to the deceased, the gang finds out that they've been poisoned, and the only way to retrieve the antidote is to win the Combat Racing championship.

In the Adventure mode, you play as Jak - hero of the first three Jak games. You start out with one car, and progress through a series of races, racing against your enemies - and your friends. Your objective is to achieve the highest ranking in all of the races you particpate in, to be sure that you win the championship, and get the antidote for the poison.

Along the way, you can win different vehicles and parts to customize your ride. Each car can be painted a different color, and be customized with different parts. There are twelve cars to collect (I have three right now), and they're few and far between. Most of them will be introduced right before you need them (for example, the Dragonfly is built mostly for the Icelands racing tracks; you get it just before you head there for your first competition.)

As you play and win races and competitions, you're awarded with Red Precursor orbs, which you can use to buy upgrades for your vehicles (acceleration, engine, turbo boost, and armor).

The game can be played in various ways - single player, two player, online, and LAN through an ethernet connection. Single player's a blast, so I can only imagine that two-player and online would be even better.

Nnnnow that I'm done with my mini-review. =D ...I have nothing left to say. xD; So...hah. D:

*shuffles off*

Um...an anime survey thing I stole from Mimiko-san? ^_^;

Do you...

Make AMVs  (No. ._.;
Fandub/Radio Plays  (Once, for fun, we did a Fandub. xD; It wasn't serious, though, and we ended up laughing hysterically. xD
Cosplay  (I plan on cosplaying as Kimbley for A-Kon this year. >3
Help scanslate manga  (Yes. ^^
Draw manga  (No. ._.;
Write fanfiction  (xD Too much.
Draw Fanart  (Indeed.
Have a huge collection of anime pictures  ( >=3 Hai.
Play the card games  ( No, but I collect the cards. xD; I have YYH, FMA, Furuba, InuYasha, and Shaman King cards laying around my room. xD
Roleplay  (I used to a lot, but not so much now.
DDR  ( >DD Hahah. I have DDR, but I haven't played it in...ever. ._.; *is out of shape*

Have you ever...

Watched a series in 24 hours  (Oh my. Um...NightWalker. Furuba. ...Ano... ._.; Gravitation. ^_^;;
Skipped school for anime related reasons  (Not that I can think of. o_o;
Attended an anime convention  (Yessss!~ ^___^; <33
Woken up/stayed up late to watch anime on tv  (Of course. xD; *otaku*
Worn your hair like an anime character in public  (xD Yes. *thinks* Riza Hawkeye, Lust, Edward Elric, Winry Rockbell, Botan...ehmm...there ARE more. xD

Have you got...

DVDs of anime  (Yes. =3
Tapes of anime  (No. ._.;
Fansubs  (Yes. ^^;
Manga  (Uh-huh.
Scanslated manga  (Yep. =D
Untranslated manga  (Nyo. ._.;
UFO Catchers  (oO;;  Ehmmm...wha?
Anime Posters  (YES. XDD I have...A Youko Kurama/Suuichi Minamino poster, an InuYasha poster, two Dragon Ball Z posters, a FMA wall scroll, and a Hellsing wall scroll. And I have an FMA calendar. xD *otaku*

Misc. fun game...

What's you favorite number  (Seven.
Count the abc's until you come across a letter for that # (Um, G?
Name 5 animes/characters/mangaka/etc. starting with that letter...
1. Gravitation
2. Get Backers
3. Ginji Amano (Get Backers)
4. Greed
5. Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex
(Wow. o_o; That required no thinking at all. XD *otakuuuu*)

3 Favorite...

Shonen Series  (o.o; Yu Yu Hakusho, FullMetal Alchemist, Hellsing
Shoujo Series  (Fruits Basket, Gravitation, Get Backers
Magical Girl Series  (o_o; ...Magical Girl series...?
Unlicensed Series  (WAAAIII. >D *fangirl squeal* Bleach and Paradise Kiss. o_o; <333 ParaKiss = <33 xD
Licensed Series  (Full Metal Alchemist, Yu Yu Hakusho, Hellsing? XD
Series on TV   (FMAAAA... >3
Boy Characters  (Envy, Greed, Kimbley. xD
Girl Characters  (Haruko, Mamimi, Lust. xDD
Bishonen/Bishoujo  (Bishonen: Kimbley, Envy, Kaworu; Bishoujo: Winry Rockbell, Lust, and, uhh...o_O;; ...Saki Hanajima? XD
Theme Songs  (ReWrite, Ready Steady Go, Kesenai Sumi...
Couples  (o_o;; ...Er...xD;; Shuichi/Yuki, Shuichi/Hiro, Tohma/Yuki, Ryuichi/Tohma, Kyo/Tohru, Shigure/Ayame...xD;
Mangakas  (Hiromu Arakawa, Masashi Kishimoto, Yoshihiro Togashi, Rumiko Takahashi, Ai Yazawa, Yu Watase, Natsuki Takaya...uh...yeah. xD
Anime Companies ( FUNimation is my favorite, but I like ADV, Geneon and Viz. ^^
American Voice Actors  (Vic Mignogna,  Laura Bailey, Jerry Jewell, Justin Cook, Crispin Freeman, Chuck Huber, Kyle Hebert, Scott McNeil, Aaron Dismuke, John Burgmeier, Caitlin Glass, Travis Willingham, Sonny Strait, Chris Patton, Greg Ayres, Tiffany Grant...I'm going to stop before this list gets any longer. xD
Japanese Voice Actors  (Paku Romi, Okawa Toru, Fujiwara Keiji, Morikawa Toshiyuki, Sakurai Takahiro...um...that's about it. xD;

Mascot: The riceball from Fruits Basket. X3

Least Favorite...

Shonen Series  (Any of the Gundam Series.
Shoujo Series  (o_O; Um...Sailor Moon?
Magical Girl Series  (Sailor Moon? XD
Unlicensed Series  (I don't think I really have one. o_o;
Licensed Series  (Um... ._.;; No idea.
Series on TV  (Um...D: Samurai Champloo. I like it and all, but after so many episodes you feel like you've seen it all, and it loses it's appeal.
Male Character  (Um...Pride. xD; I was going to say Frank Archer, but...he's too crazy not to like him just a little bit. xD
Female Character  (Kagome Higurashi, Kikyou, Riza Hawkeye...I guess I don't mind Riza so much, but...D: She's just too damn serious. xD
Bishonen/Bishoujo  (Ehm. No idea.
Theme Song  (Melissa, and...Tobira kou e, or whatever it's called.
Couple  (Ed/Winry, Roy/Riza. x_x;
Mangaka  (Um... ._.;; Eiichiro Oda. I don't really MIND his work, but...it's just kind of weird. ._.;
Anime Company  (o_o; Um...4Kids! DDD< Bastards.
American Voice Actor  (Who ever played Envy needs to DIE. .____.;;
Japanese Voice Actor  (o_o; Good question.
Mascot  (XDD Pikachuuu. >O;; Damn mouse-thing.

Lessons learned...

Did you learn Japanese from anime  (Some.
Learn more about Japanese customs and traditions  (Quite a few.
Listen to J-Rock/J-Pop as a result  (xD No, M-chan got me into Diru before I started watching anime a lot.
Red string of fate  (XDD; Red string of fate...no. It's an amusing concept, but no.
Walking under cherry blossoms  (That'd be nice. ^^;
Indirect kiss  (xD Nope.
Naming a bear after someone  (._.; ...*cough* No, but I've named most of my electronic devices after Jrock/Jpop artists. xD
Baking sweets for someone  (I've done it before. o.o;
Has anime had an influence on your future(become a manga artist, etc.)  (^_^;; Yes, I'd like to be a seiyuu or manga-ka. <3

Do you know the Japanese word for...

Boy  (Shonen.
Cat  (Neko.
Cellphone  (oO;; No.
Cool  (Sugoi.
Dog  (Inu.
Girl  (Shojo.
Magic  (Mahou.
Manga Artist  (Manga-ka.
Moon  (Tsuki.
Ocean  (Umi.
Sky  (Sora.
Snow  (Yuki.
Soldier  (o.o; Nope.
Sorry  (Gomen nasai
Tea  (No. ._.;
Teacher  (Sensei.
Voice Actor  (Seiyuu

Vs...

Shoujo/Shonen  (Shonen.
Kyou/Yuki  (Kyou-kun. ^_^; <3 He's just...kawaii. <3
J-Rock/J-Pop  (Jrock FOREVARRRR. >O xD; <3
Anime/Manga  (Both. The manga generally has more story than the anime, but the anime is just SO much fun to watch. =^^=
Dub/Sub  (Er...I don't really care. xD;